My days..

Sitting all alone sometimes from time to time i come to think atleast one day of seeing myself as someone , someone very special , something to the world. I know now that i am usually silent not as a bubbly character i used to be but still i tend to be the same as before.I do some thinking , noo a lot of thinking to be precise. What i should do and what not ? What could have made things better and what should i do to make life better . Thinking of it waves of emotion come and pass away. Life is a rollercoaster. :). Is it only me wanting always more than what i got ?It isn't bad in a way. Reaching for the sky , but again the bad impact ... losing what we got in our hands in the present.

Anger has really gone over my head.Everyone and every little things tend to get into my nerves these days. But i control . But i don't opt the right way to control it.When will the better days come ? Patience says Mr. B. That is the thing i lack.I have a lot more to do in life and why do i think the time is so less ? A lot to do and so less time and due to my negligience i m losin my time. damn me.