Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Heart Stops

Sometimes reality has a really strange way of sneaking out and biting us on d back.....n all i can do to mahself is swim out frm dere.....i realized we can only lie to ourselves....n pretend tht yes things can be like dis n dat.....man d world's a pretend in a cage......d sooner we realize d truth abt our lives d better.....we can't deny things ...denial doesn't change d truth even though sooner or later we have to face d denial.....Denial as i describe is d freakin ocean n we keep drowning in it......strange isn't it?well tht's d denial of life.....i dunt know how to say or how am gonna put it in ur way....for i dunt have d words or let's say d voice in meh.....n i think even if i tell u i dunt know if u'll truely hear meh..........change is/was never easy n it never will be for meh.....breakups n relationships r just words for meh now....do they matter?i sit n think abt it......mah heart stops when i think abt u....i grew up so fast n i loved u.....growin up is a shame n it's awful to grow up n not to be loved.....well No pain,No gain....i can't beg u to choose meh,pick meh n love meh....if i have d luck surely u will cm for meh.....rite now d best way to manage d pain is to push life through......but sumtimes it can't be managed.....d pain gets in when least expected .....No solution, no answer but a deep breath makes a relief.........

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